I found myself,At the bottom of a cold glass of water.Hydrating myself back to the path of healing.It felt so far, my eyes have never believed that I would reach it. I fell into a million pieces each and every day.Trying to find the right one.But there was never just one,I was a haystack, looking … More I FOUND MYSELF.
Where does one go, when they’ve stopped believing in love.I’ve stepped on its shores, one too many times, seeking,begging for it to come find me too.I doubt I was ever close enough. Hope is never restored in me,so I lie to myself to keep me going.It will find me, he will find me.I say, over … More HOW DESPERATE.
I’m woken up by our helper’s soft tap on my shoulder.“Sisi, you never sleep until this late, are you okay?”“I was sleeping so nicely Ma Rose, why did you wake me up?”“Humphrey left you these.”She hands me a bouquet of white roses. I’ve never seen anything purer. Humphrey, my boyfriend, always says that my obsession … More CONFLICTED.
I’ve always been happy when you walked into the room, I just never understood why.And when you finally arrive, I can’t stop laughing at your stupid jokes.I somehow get stuck to you, and you to me.You ask if I’m okay, I say yes,but what I really want to say, is that I’m always okay when … More MY HIDING PLACE.
A war has begun in me. My mind and heart are at odds. What have you done to me… I can still smell the cologne that floated on your neck, commanding my lips to bounce on your skin. I wondered if I would ever forget how yours felt intertwined with mine. Would you ever forgive … More UNTITLED.
Why won’t they come to. Not only have you forgotten me, I, have forgotten myself. So why have these words forgotten me too. I, have forgotten them. I have forgotten how to string them together. They refuse to speak for me. To me. When you see them, please tell them to come to me. I … More COME TO ME
I watch the love of my life sleep peacefully, with his right arm wrapped around our pretty little boy.Maybe now would be the perfect time to go. My husband Phil makes the best pancakes I’ve ever had. Okay, his are the only ones I’ve ever had.Our son, Thando, turns 2 today. I have absolutely no … More PLEASE STAY.
A SHAMEFUL THING 