Sometimes it’s really hard to start something. Especially when you’ve failed so many times, that you’re slowly dying for that one win. You beat yourself up time and time again, doing your best. And when that isn’t good enough, you give more than you can. Then one day your body reminds you of how much … More MANIFEST.
EPISODE 9 The wind whistles in the distance, calling me out of a deep sleep. I can hear even the tallest trees fighting back, trying to keep their balance. Not a single bird has chirped this morning. The weather is as grey as I am feeling blue. I wake up to an empty house. Godfrey … More IT WILL ALL WORK OUT.
Episode 7 I wake up early the next morning to prepare Godfrey’s work lunch, and treat myself to a cup of tea. I am so going to miss coffee. I don’t even know how I’m surviving without it already. “Hey preggies!” Free walks into the kitchen, showering me with a million kisses. “Good morning daddy … More IT WILL ALL WORK OUT.
EPISODE 6 It’s been ten minutes since we left the doctor’s office. Godfrey’s face wears a smile that resembles the scream mask, while mine has remained frozen after the doctor dropped a bomb on us. It felt like a bomb to me, but to Godfrey it’s the best news of his entire life. He’s so … More IT WILL ALL WORK OUT.
They’ve warned me about men like you. The kind of man who takes a well-balanced woman, Promise her the entire world. Only to throw her off balance. Men that walk with grace Who appear to have honor. But rot, lies beneath their crisp white skin. Oh, and when they smile, be very wary. Deceit is … More YOU BELONG TO THE WORLD.
Have you ever been woken up by something compelling, relentless. Like a force that won’t give up until you’re finally sitting by the window, looking up at the night sky with a laptop on your lap. I don’t think every one of us experiences something so magical, so fueled with passion that even you cannot … More DEAD OF NIGHT.
They call us the girls who grew up too fast, who asked for it with their little short skirts. Or enjoyed the attention they received from boys a little too much. The little girls left alone at night surrounded by monsters, wearing familiar and unfamiliar faces.We aren’t the girls that needed protecting,We are the girls … More RUMOURS
How everything you have come to love about him, Is covered in a pile of garbage that you carry religiously on your back. Because it’s the only thing that validates those earth-shattering memories Upon which your entire life depends. As he’s drenched in alcohol breath that comes straight from his stomach. He settles into your … More HOW DO I TELL HIM…
I’ve always hated winter. The way everything just feels so cold, is kind of haunting. I like warmth. It just feels right, like, hot is supposed to be how I feel all the time. That is both figurately, and literally. I don’t know if anyone else cares so much about their appearance. I mean, I … More THESE ARE JUST THOUGHTS.
I can smell the blood of every version of myself that ever existed,Covering my hands as I fight to wipe it off my face.My blood-shot, tired eyes look back at me in shame.How much more of myself, will I sacrifice to fit in. Photographs of nights out, that I’ll never truly remember, adorn my wooden … More SHEDDING.
A SHAMEFUL THING 